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pity party pit
02:50
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You're chain smoking cigarettes at the pit littered with depression.
You say you're alright. Well that's more optimistic than your last opposition.
Hey how have you been? I got the letters, I've gotten all of them. Sorry I haven't written you back.
Nothing's good. I'm not alright.
But here's the song I said I'd write.
Hey how have you been? I haven't been a real good friend. Ive been busy wishing I were dead cause...
Nothing's good. I'm not alright.
But here's the song I said I'd write.
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but not anymore
03:12
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I can't keep myself from thinking about you.
The nights I spend dreaming we were made for the future.
But we can embrace it all.
Something said was "never meant"
to hurt who you've become.
I'm sorry for the things that I have done.
Never not wanting to go back.
Lying on the bed next to
memories of the times when we loved each other but not anymore.
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I can't tell if you really miss me or if I'm just crazy.
You don't send me the messages that let me know you're doing okay these days.
That's fine just don't do that thing that you do...
Where you protrude with words so crude. You allude I would not have you.
But you don't care anymore.
At least that's what you want me to think.
I saw your dad, he told mine that you got kicked out of your place.
What a surprise it was to see his face.
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turn a new leaf
03:34
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A leaf and a raindrop on the door.
A simple code to know. Something to show for this loss that you've been bestowed. “You hardly have to push because it just goes."
First come the feet.
Not enough time to turn around.
But enough time to look like me.
The smallest being you've ever held and the lack of life within.
You’re empty now and you don't know where to begin.
You were once fuller than you ever could’ve imagined.
But it’s been stripped away.
Losing count of all the organs you ripped in a single day.
What are you left to do? Nothing. Go home.
You're merely an everyday outpatient. Broken and tainted.
But you can keep your hospital bracelet.
Wear it until ink is faded.
You can wear it as long as you would like.
Just know that won't bring you or her or even I back to life. So this is goodbye.
Congratulations, I'm sorry.
Thank you for being stronger than me.
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